BTW Tammi, you asked why couldn't more officers see things like I do. Well to be honest I'm a lousy officer. I question things entirely too much for my own good at times. Admittedly, I do the job for the sake of making a living but the truth is, I'm not as gung-ho as I once was.
Like I said, the system shits on everyone. Whether you're on the right or wrong side of it, you're still gonna get shit on. This is the nature of questioning the status quo at any given time.
The status quo makes some pretty dumbfuck decisions sometimes, I must admit. Sometimes, I can even see thier point. I even know the pain of discrimination based on religious preference. Some say that it doesn't happen or that it's not supposed to happen...but it does. In small towns they know how to hide it. When it's not religious preference, it's my medical condition.
Like you and Fred, I have to lie. I have to hide. I have to pretend until I'm so far into it that I don't give a shit who knows and then...fuck em. Fortunately, I have that luxury.
A co-worker was telling me that I was the subject of conversation one night and that he and a few others were discussing some of my funnier moments at work to which one man (who was a former Lt. Col. there shortly before I started working there) inquired as to whom they were laughing about so hard. They told him and then proceeded as best they could to introduce my eccentricities (putting it mildly) to which he said, "Oh no, I'd have to find a way to fire him. I couldn't have someone like that working for me."
My coworker said, "All I could think was, 'You close-minded dick!'"
I thought the same of the man he mentioned but then again as I've stated in previous postings for those who've done wrong..."Karma....motherfucker".
I know he'll get his even though the offense I took from it was minimal. Truth to be told I'd have to find a way to quit. I wouldn't want to work for someone like him. But I know that despite qualification, family background (though mine is something most people in this town wouldn't even associate with me) or occupational disposition. This man was willing to burden a team that he would have and weaken the Daisy Chain Of Command by simply starting an internal squabble over my personal life.
I guess you could say that I'm glad it wasn't up to him.
Tammi, Fred, If a Genocydal Maniac is what you need to help you through this shit time you're going through...then a Genocydal Maniac you shall have.
Now...see why I'm such a lousy officer? I'd just as soon lay some wicked curse on someone with these types of attitudes. I know I shouldn't but I would. I know me and I don't trust me. LOL
What I don't understand is, how did you survive the system under The Idiot Child?
Like I said, the system shits on everyone. Whether you're on the right or wrong side of it, you're still gonna get shit on. This is the nature of questioning the status quo at any given time.
The status quo makes some pretty dumbfuck decisions sometimes, I must admit. Sometimes, I can even see thier point. I even know the pain of discrimination based on religious preference. Some say that it doesn't happen or that it's not supposed to happen...but it does. In small towns they know how to hide it. When it's not religious preference, it's my medical condition.
Like you and Fred, I have to lie. I have to hide. I have to pretend until I'm so far into it that I don't give a shit who knows and then...fuck em. Fortunately, I have that luxury.
A co-worker was telling me that I was the subject of conversation one night and that he and a few others were discussing some of my funnier moments at work to which one man (who was a former Lt. Col. there shortly before I started working there) inquired as to whom they were laughing about so hard. They told him and then proceeded as best they could to introduce my eccentricities (putting it mildly) to which he said, "Oh no, I'd have to find a way to fire him. I couldn't have someone like that working for me."
My coworker said, "All I could think was, 'You close-minded dick!'"
I thought the same of the man he mentioned but then again as I've stated in previous postings for those who've done wrong..."Karma....motherfucker".
I know he'll get his even though the offense I took from it was minimal. Truth to be told I'd have to find a way to quit. I wouldn't want to work for someone like him. But I know that despite qualification, family background (though mine is something most people in this town wouldn't even associate with me) or occupational disposition. This man was willing to burden a team that he would have and weaken the Daisy Chain Of Command by simply starting an internal squabble over my personal life.
I guess you could say that I'm glad it wasn't up to him.
Tammi, Fred, If a Genocydal Maniac is what you need to help you through this shit time you're going through...then a Genocydal Maniac you shall have.
Now...see why I'm such a lousy officer? I'd just as soon lay some wicked curse on someone with these types of attitudes. I know I shouldn't but I would. I know me and I don't trust me. LOL
What I don't understand is, how did you survive the system under The Idiot Child?
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